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[13 Dec 2006|06:54am]

actionsspeakk
[ mood | tired ]

name : christina.
age : 18.
city : batavia.
reasons for become sxe : it's a lifetime commitment to myself.
have you always been drug-free : no.
(if not) was it hard for you to make the change : not at all.




i'm in GA right now living, i'm moving to batavia, ohio in a few days with my son and my husband. i don't know anyone, it'd be nice to meet some new faces.

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[09 Dec 2006|06:52am]

edgexrevenge
Suffocate Faster
(http://www.myspace.com/suffocatefaster)
-x1981x Records

xRepresentx
(http://www.myspace.com/xrepresentx)
-x1981x Records

The Caulfield Principle
(http://www.myspace.com/thecaulfieldprinciple)
-Pittsburgh Hardcore

xNever Againx
(http://www.myspace.com/xneverxagainx)
-x1981x Records

For the Proud
(http://www.myspace.com/fortheproud)
-Capital City Hardcore



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Saturday August 19th, 2006 [05 Aug 2006|01:00pm]
shkyerhipps
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[02 Jul 2006|01:15am]

edgexrevenge
xLooking Forwardx
(http://www.xlookingforwardx.com/)
-Facedown Records

Ten 33 *last road show ever!*
(http://www.ten33.com/)
-Blood & Ink Records

Make the Difference
(http://www.myspace.com/makethedifference)
-upcoming Cincinnati posi-style hardcore

Commander KC
(http://www.myspace.com/commanderkc)
-Indiana straight edge

Bright City
(http://www.myspace.com/brightcity)
-CCHC's newest




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4-21 COPY AND REPOST [15 Apr 2006|01:27pm]

edgexrevenge
PLEASE TELL EVERYONE THAT EDISONS CLOSED DOWN THE OTHER DAY SO THE SHOW HAS BEEN MOVED TO THE TRENTON FISHERMANS CLUB OUTSIDE OF HAMILTON OHIO! PLEASE TELL ALL YOUR FRIENDS AND REPOST THE UPDATED INFORMATION! SPREAD THE WORD!

The Trenton Fishermans Club
110 S. Miami St.
Trenton, OH 45067


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COME TO MY SHOW...COPY AND REPOST [11 Mar 2006|09:57am]

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[01 Mar 2006|09:00pm]

edgexrevenge



IM ALMOST POSTIVE THIS TEN 33 SHOW IS AT EASTGATE VINEYARD NOW




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Sunday, March 26th

The Red Chord
http://www.myspace.com/theredchord

A Present Day Nightmare
http://www.myspace.com/apresentdaynightmare

A Night to Remember
http://www.myspace.com/anighttodismember

Rose Funeral
http://www.myspace.com/rosefuneral

@ Sudsy Malones

ALL AGES more info tba.
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Thursday April, 6

Comeback Kid - www.comeback-kid.com www.myspace.com/cbkgiver
Ignite - www.igniteband.com www.myspace.com/ignitemusic
First Blood - www.firstbloodrules.com www.myspace.com/firstblood
This is Hell - www.thisishell.org www.myspace.com/thisishell
Suffocate Faster - www.myspace.com/suffocatefaster

@ The Mad Hatter
620 Scott St.
Covington, KY

www.MadHatterClub.com
www.MySpace.com/MadHatterPromotions

Doors @ 7:00
All Ages
$10 Pre/$12 Day of Show

Tickets are available at www.GrooveTickets.com
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Thursday, April 13, 2006
Edison's - 3255 N Dixie Dr, Dayton, OH 45414
Doors at 5:30 pm, show at 6:00 pm
$8

xLooking Forwardx
Counting the Days
Under One Flag
The Come Up
xNEVERxAGAINx
Hangtime

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Monday April 17, 2006
Edison's - 3255 N Dixie Dr, Dayton, OH 45414
Doors at 6:30 pm, show at 7:00 pm
$8

Let It Die
A Dying Memory
Suffocate Faster
Thirteen And A Half

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Friday April 21st, 2006

Strength For A Reason (http://www.myspace.com/strengthforareason)
-Pennsylvania hardcore on Spook City Records

Under One Flag (http://www.myspace.com/underoneflag)
-CCHC veterans

Dead End Path (http://www.myspace.com/deadendpath)
-Tristate Hate Core

The Come Up (http://www.myspace.com/thecomeupcchc)
-CCHC featuring members of Pitboss and Under One Flag

Blood Money 513 (http://www.myspace.com/bloodmoney513)
-Queen City Beatdown

maybe one other band

@ Edison's
3255 N Dixie Dr
Dayton, OH 45414

Doors at 6:30 pm, show at 7:00 pm
$8

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April 22
The Gathering Grounds
Kettering, OH
$12

No Innocent Victim
Hand To Hand
Xlooking forwardX
Inked In Blood
Jesus Wept

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Friday June 30, 2006

xIn This Defiancex (http://www.myspace.com/xitdx)
-Canadian tough guys on Seventh Dagger

Infamous(http://www.myspace.com/infamoushardcore)
-pissed off Buffalo style hardcore

Son Of Day (http://www.myspace.com/xsonofdayx)
-Cincinnati metalcore

xTo This Dayx (http://www.myspace.com/xtothisdayx)
-hard hitting metal influenced hardcore from Grand Island NY

more TBA

@ Edison's
3255 N Dixie Dr
Dayton, OH 45414

Doors at 6:30 pm, show at 7:00 pm
$8
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Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Still Remains
Nodes Of Ranvier
If Hope Dies
Demericous

Doors at 6:00 pm
Show at 7:00 pm
All Ages
$10

The Attic
2852 Wilmington Pike, Kettering, OH 45419

Tickets are available for purchase from ETIX Online Tickets
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i rarely book shows so come out and support... [21 Feb 2006|01:50pm]

edgexrevenge
http://www.ohioshows.com
this site is back up and running to check it out
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Friday April 21st, 2006

Strength For A Reason (http://www.myspace.com/strengthforareason)
-Pennsylvania hardcore on Spook City Records

Under One Flag (http://www.myspace.com/underoneflag)
-CCHC veterans featuring members of Pitboss

Dead End Path (http://www.myspace.com/deadendpath)
-Tristate Hate Core

The Come Up (http://www.myspace.com/thecomeupcchc)
-CCHC featuring members of Under One Flag

Blood Money 513 (http://www.myspace.com/bloodmoney513)
-Queen City Beatdown

+maybe one other band

@ Edison's
3255 N Dixie Dr
Dayton, OH 45414

Doors at 6:30 pm, show at 7:00 pm
$8
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Friday June 30th, 2006

xIn This Defiancex (http://www.myspace.com/xitdx)
-Canadian tough guys on Seventh Dagger

Infamous(http://www.myspace.com/infamoushardcore)
-pissed off Buffalo style hardcore

Son Of Day (http://www.myspace.com/xsonofdayx)
-Cincinnati metalcore

xTo This Dayx (http://www.myspace.com/xtothisdayx)
-hard hitting metal influenced hardcore from Grand Island NY

+ more TBA

@ Edison's
3255 N Dixie Dr
Dayton, OH 45414

Doors at 6:30 pm, show at 7:00 pm
$8
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lots of upcoming shows...COPY AND REPOST EVEYRWHERE [08 Feb 2006|10:56pm]

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Thursday April 6, 2006

Ignite
Comeback Kid
First Blood
This is Hell

@ the Madhatter in Covington
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Friday June 30, 2006

xIn This Defiancex (http://www.myspace.com/xitdx)
-Canadian tough guys on Seventh Dagger

Son Of Day (http://www.myspace.com/xsonofdayx)
-Cincinnati favorites

Infamous(http://www.myspace.com/infamoushardcore)
-pissed off Buffalo style hardcore

xTo This Dayx (http://www.myspace.com/xtothisdayx)
-hard hitting metal influenced hardcore from Grand Island NY

+ more TBA

@ Edison's
3255 N Dixie Dr
Dayton, OH 45414
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[23 Oct 2005|09:24pm]

edgexrevenge
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[27 Sep 2005|09:44pm]

agreasymexican
You know.. sometimes, it's lonely being edge.

Now, myself, I'm a lonely person in general :-p but thats just because I'm an emotional basket case. However, just because I KNOW I feel lonely for stupid reasons.. doesn't change the fact that I am.

Really now... it's a feeling that is very easy to classify. We've all felt it. Sure, we may end UP feeling via many paths, but we KNOW what the word is for what we feel.

Right now.... I'm lonely. I'm lonely because I feel like I've waited to long to get things rolling in life. I feel like I should have not wasted my time with situations and people. Its not good to hate people in general... but I generally hate people :-p. Still, even with things falling in place in my life... job, paying for college and all... its still there. Defined. There is no mix up... I am lonely.

What does this have to do with straightedge? Everything. Lonleyness is a void.. it wants to be filled. IT NEEDS to be filled, or at least that what it feels like. What can we fill it with? Bad relationships, addictions, false friends.. lots of things. Combinations of things.

Drugs make you feel diffrent. True. Fact. Not disputable. Why do WE rage against them? Diffrent reasons. Some try to find the answer to how this whole straightedge thing started so they can clearly define the guidlines of wich to follow. Sex, definitions of common chemicals like Caffine as drugs... thats all disputable.... but one common cause... Anti-drug. Not disputable. Common cause.

I know this is a long build up, but bare with me...

Lonely feelings take tolls and its not fair to say it only does so to the weak. It happens to all of us. We all have felt it but some of us are fourtunate to only feel it for a short time. Some of us... much longer. So, here we are, floating aimlessly and what do we find? A group of people. Funny! Kind and open. They laugh and they laugh... it feels warm. Lonelyness subsides. What they have in common is a complicated web of interesting views and hobbies. Really, it is quite the group of people. However, when they get together they could do something that is not what WE stand for. Simple as smoking up. So, here they are, passing a joint and laughing. When we are lonely... laughter means so much... it means something to fill the void. They could bring up deep discussions about many a thing.. they are brought together. Together, the fill the void.

So, the temptation to sit down, in the circle, and accept the pass almost seems petty. Why would we pass THIS up? Frienship. Common feelings. To NOT feel lonely... why would we pass it up?

Makes you think. Maby too hard. Let me tell you, I have answers for very few and possibly only myself, but I will share my reason for NOT taking part in what seems like such a simple, and pretty damn harmless (Seemingly) act.



It goes back. Why did I become this way?

Because I am an addict.



However, I have NEVER done any drugs nor taken a sip of alcohol. I never took to many perscription meds and I never even LIKED coffee (Caffine). So, why would I say I am addict? Well... because I am.. or at least, I know I WOULD be.

I feel it inside of me. It wants something to take it all away. It wants to feed on something potent and quick. Addiction outside of substances I DEFINETLY have had. Relationships. Sex. Emotions. I've been addicted to crying for quite some time now.

I feel it, and it gets bigger. Something is making it stir. LONELYNESS.

I would embrace the group. I would revel in acceptance. Simply by inhaling, I would take the easiest of all routs to filling in the need to laugh, cry, hold deep conversation and exercise my mind. Play music. Paint pictures. All that in trade for an occasional night of going against my edge.

I would get everything that keeps me up at night. I'm NOT thinking about straightedge when I lay in a now empty bed.. when I sit in silence without the phone ringing... when I am online and no messeges pop up for hours. Its all comsuming, lonelyness. Consumes our thoughts.. always.

And I would be addicted to love and acceptance. Is that really so bad?

It is when the way I got there was the fast rout. The circle in the living room rout.

Because, these people.. deep and intriging, are complicated just like any other. They take time to decipher and you just cant walk up and say "Hey..." and be accepted. Cept, that comradery that brings them all together. Potent and quick. Easy way in though. Thats the way they met. First a few, then friends, and it was at that place where they found out about their OTHER common interests... outside of those who started it, the whole group is simply a collective of strangers with one binding force. They CREATE the other connections.. once the main one has been made. They could have done it without the drug.. but it was easier this way.

In the end.. I am straightedge because I am PROUD. Pride is dangerous.. so is confidence.. but in my case.. its what keeps me human. To take a drug is to experience MORE. Thats what drugs for pleasure ARE. I would be addicted to my new friends.. so I would go. Every single MOMENT I could be there, I would go. To talk, to laugh, to be CLOSE to someone. I would put things aside to feel this. I would reschedual work so I would be able to do it more often, to be close to these people. When these people grow apart, I wouldent accept it.. I would start to feel lonely. So, I would do drugs with others.. anyone who would BE there. Frantically searching for pockets of people who share NOTHING in common anymore except the quick and potent feeling provided by a substance that, eventally, destroys. Safe drug? No such thing. I would want nothing more than to smoke, snort, inject away the realization that I spent years of my life trying defeat lonlyness only to find it once again.. have it again AND be a mess of a person. Dying. Alone. Nothing to show... shitty job that I made for myself. No money. Just me.. pockets of junkies.. the addiction and the lonelyness.

I am too proud to give in to that. So, I am lonely. I would rather earn frienship through effort. I would want to experience a person by searching for multipul common interests and link them together from the outside in... not from a single, fast, easy center going OUT. Real relationships. Real acceptance. Earn it.. don't do it any other way. I feel, inside of me, an addiction WAITING to be fed.. but I am stronger than it, and I am confident in my ability to overcome.

It's lonely being straightedge.

It's even more lonely to be a jobless, friendless, damn near corpse of a human waiting to die.




sXe for life.
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[14 Sep 2005|05:24pm]

thetradition
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[17 Jul 2005|08:17pm]

heartbr0kenred
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[17 Jul 2005|08:30am]

thetradition
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[13 Jul 2005|12:42am]

edgexrevenge
DATE Saturday July 16th
VENUE Hebron Legion Hall ADDRESS west st Hebron CITY Hebron
STATE Ohio
ZIP CODE 43055
PHONE 740-683-6156

PROMOTER Logistic Productions
ADDRESS 4595 Doru Dr
CITY Zanesville
STATE Ohio
ZIP CODE 43701 PHONE 740-683-6156
CELL PHONE 740-819-5698

LOAD IN 12:00
DOOR TIME 1:00
DOOR COST $10
BILLING:
1:00-1:30 Amber
1:45-2:15 The Peeping Toms
2:30-3:00 The Pledge
3:15-3:45 Hank Jones
4:00-4:30 Ignite the Will
4:45-5:15 Le Vansona
5:30-6:00 The Risk Taken
6:15-6:45 Dying For Tommorow
7:00-7:30 Disection Process
7:45-8:15 Bohemian Grove
8:30-9:00 Embrace today
9:15-9:45 Zombies Ate My Neighbors
10:00-10:30 Abandoned To Sorrow
10:45-11:15 Twelve Tribes

DIRECTIONS VIA HIGHWAY: I-70 and Ohio 79
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[02 Jul 2005|02:04pm]

liketelevision
sorry if this has been posted before, but...

Dayton:

SUNDAY, July 3
180 Skatepark
$7

The Number Twelve Looks Like You
Looking Forward
The Tradition
Defend Means Attack
Destroy the Orcs
Comrade
The Ruiner
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[29 Jun 2005|11:43pm]

liketelevision
kind of last minute, but for those of you who are in to grindcore/goregrind

June 30th

Bodies in the Gears of the Aparatus
Internal Bleeding
Stong Intention
Kill the Client

High Five's Bar and Grill, Columbus

no idea what time it starts because High Five's website provides absolutely nothing in regards to time.
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[27 Jun 2005|12:05pm]

heartbr0kenred
July 24th:

Crime In Stereo
This is Hell
Angelville
District 5
Names for Graves

868 VFW Hall
2054 Fulton Rd
Cleveland, OH

7PM
$10
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VENUE NEEDED PLEASE HELP [16 Jun 2005|08:15pm]

edgexrevenge
my venue fell through at the lookought heights civic center and i desperatly need a venue in or around the cincy area

sunday june 26th

the tradition
recon
dead end path
blood money 513
hangtime
and maybe one more

i dont care where this show takes place i just need a venue...please contact me if you can help

aim: XedgeXforeverX
e-mail: XuntilhecomesX@yahoo.com
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sssshiiitttt [08 Jun 2005|01:46pm]
rahhhbec
This Is Hell, Another Breath?
Friday?
Is this even possible?!
Can you say "THIS WILL BE SERIOUS!" ?!?
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